| Location | Telford, Shropshire |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 14/12/2006 |
| Date of Death | 14/12/2006 |
| Visitors | 854 since 14/11/2008 |
| Creator |
I FOUND OUT THAT LITTLE JACK HAD DIED WHEN I WAS 19+WKS PREGNANT. I HAD A SCAN WHEN I WAS 10WKS AND ALL WAS FINE. I WASNT SEEN AGAIN UNTILL I WAS 16WKS WHEN I HAD AN A/NATAL WITH THE M/W. SHE TOLD ME THAT YOU COULDNT HEAR THE HEARTBEAT AT THIS STAGE BUT SHE WOULD HAVE A GO. WITH THIS BEING MY 4TH I KNEW DIFFERENT. ANYWAY SHE COULDNT FIND IT AND I DID THINK IT WAS ODD BUT SHE SAID THAT SHE COULDNT SEND ME ANYWHERE!! 3WKS WENT BY THERE WAS NO MOVEMENT BY JACK WHICH I FOUND STRANGE BUT THEN I STARTED TO BLEED AND I FOUND OUT THAT JACK HAD PASSED AWAY AROUND 14WKS!!!!!!
I GAVE BIRTH TO JACK 2 DAYS LATER. HE WAS SO TINY BUT PERFECT.I JUST HELD HIM IN MY ARMS AND CRIED THINKING WHY? WE FOUND OUT 3 MONTHS LATER THAT THE PLACENTA HADN'T ATTACHED PROPERLY.WHY WASN'T THIS PICKED UP ON THE SCANS!!!!! THE PAIN OF LOSING JACK WILL NEVER LEAVE ME, THIS IS SOMETHING I WILL NEVER GET OVER.WE HAD A LITTLE FUNERAL FOR HIM WITH JUST THE FAMILY, I STILL CAN SEE HIS LITTLE TINY WHITE COFFIN. WE HAD THE SONG 'BRIGHT EYES' PLAYED AT THE END AS THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVOURITE SONGS WHEN I WAS A LITTLE GIRL AND I THOUGHT JACK WOULD LOVE IT. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER JACK HE MEANS HE WORLD TO ME. I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD OF DONE MORE BUT YOU PUT YOUR TRUST IN THOSE WHO SHOULD LOOK AFTER YOU AND ARE QUALIFIED TO DO SO. I STILL FEEL EVEN TODAY THAT THE SYSTEM LET ME AND JACK DOWN, MAYBE THEY COULD'T HAVE SAVED HIM BUT IT COULD OF BEEN FOUND OUT ALOT SOONER THAT HE HAD PASSED AWAY INSTEAD OF ME THINKING THAT HE WAS ALIVE IN MY TUMMY!!!
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART JACK. LOVE MUMMY.XXXX
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel xx
My Missing Baby - Unknown Author
Does he know how much I love him?
Does he know how much I care?
Can he feel my arms around him?
Even though he isn’t there?
Can he feel the hurt I carry,
Deep inside here in my heart?
Can he see me cry these tears,
Because we are apart?
Does he miss me, like I miss him,
From the depths of my very soul?
Is it warm where he is?
Not like this world - so cold.
Does he see me when I’m lonely?
Feeling empty, low and blue.
Oh God, I hope he sees me,
In everything I do.
I just need to know he’s near me,
So I can breathe his baby smell.
I need to feel him in my arms,
So many things I want to tell.
I want to tell him that I miss him,
And how much I love him so,
I need him to know how much I need him
How I didn’t want to let go …….. XX
To The Child I'll Never Know - by Gloria Dianne Hall
How can I say Good Bye
When I never said Hello,
Why does my heart grieve
For the child I'll never know?
You were a part of me
For just a little while.
I grieve because I'll never see
The magic in your smile.
I grieve for all the unsaid words
That you will never say.
I grieve that I will never see
You happily at play.
I grieve for all the lullabies
That will remain unsung.
I grieve because I'll never see
Your face gleaming like the sun.
I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.
I grieve for all the tomorrows
That will never be.
I grieve because God chose
To take you back from me.
You live among the Angels now
Your earthly mission done,
You will be so dearly missed
Good-Bye my little one. XX
hello my baby Jack. You were due this day in 2007.This would of been your birthday today if you were here. Happy birthday little angel. Love mommy. xxxxxxxxxxxx
Baby Jack
We never got to play with you
Nor hear your little cry
Now our little Jack
Is a shining star in the sky
And if God could grant me one wish
and just this one will do
To see the front door open
and Jack come toddling through.
Nanny
xxxx
For Jack
OUR ANGEL LENT
FROM UP ABOVE
NOW IS THE TIME
TO SAY GOODBYE
WITH KISSES
AND WITH LOVE.XX
LOVE MUMMY.
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